omg it was really difficult, all the drills and stuff. Although I have to thank JiaXuan, JianWei and HaoZhi so much for trying so hard to teach us everything... Looks easy to me the last time, but when I really try it, its just difficult, lol. I feel that Im not really suited for this section...just not talented and dumped here... I was quite bent on switching CCAs, but was also thinking of giving this CCA more chances, since I have already been here for such a long time and seeing all the help my friends have given me...

Was really confused, and went to seek help from tarot cards, and I picked an Empress card, the third card of the major arcanas, lol. It gave me an unfavourable reading (to me) and I think it told me to be patient and continue further, cos it might just blossom...said that things take time and stuff. So, ok because of this, I have decided to stay for just a while more before deciding for sure. Still cant understand how tarots can tell and answer almost any questions...

Anyway, I thank those friends whom I have spoke to so much about my dilemma, and really appreciate all their effort encouraging me and giving me very kind remarks, lol. Thank you so much Teng Chuan, Hiok Yang, Jian Wei and some others (sorry if i didnt mention it here, still sppreciated it!), maybe Alvin too... Okay, sorry for taking up so much of your time, Im sincerely grateful to all of you for listening to all my repetitive talking...and even telling me so much about your CCAs, lol. =)

I will need some more time to think this through, but meanwhile dealing with all the major tests coming up...also getting back some results for the first few months of the year...