Haha, I havent posted since Monday, cos of the CCTs and other stuff. (obviously) And my CCA stuff has been falling into place really slowly, and giving me some free time to do some extra stuff while its still being finalised. I will most probably be joining the 01 Scouts (yay) after the Annual Show tomorrow. Im always so anxious about things, and including this transfer, which I try to get done quickly, but cant, cos I couldnt find Mr quek today to get my form and make the transfer official...and have to wait till he returns from overseas...about one plus week later.

Anyway, today I have been at school after school today (sounds wierd), for Humanities Club and then to Chinese Cultural Camp (CCC) as helper, with XinYan. Humanities Club, just did our usual stuff but were busier today, because of the upcoming Humanities Week, in conjunction with Earth Day. So do expect many activities during that week! Its gonna be fun, lol. CCC was quite hillarious, all the performances and acting, but I was there only to help with the logistics, so could enjoy and not be stressed with them. (except when giving away the prizes, and one of them asked me to throw his prize to him and I did. It ended up at the back of the LT, lol and sorry!)

CCTs are over for the week, and I really have no idea how I have done, except that I didnt do well for chem. (according to chem pros in my class) For SS and Geography, I think I got very lucky and got tested on whatever I have studied on. SS in particular, cos I only studied on the causes of conflict and it was really the only thing tested. Was laughing in my heart for the whole paper lol. For both the humanities papers, I was just spamming the paper with words and trying to fill it with whatever knowledge I have. Thats one thing I learnt from the last geog test, which many ppl failed. My handwriting got very visibly, increasingly horrible as I wrote my essay, lol. So at the end, all I could write were scibbles, hope the teacher can read them lol. My hands were tired, lol, was writing with the whole arm.

For some reason, I always feel a sense of satisfaction looking back at a piece of long essay/work, lol. Probably some childish thinking, that big/long things are good. I like to see the paper filled with words and having the crumpled feeling from all that writing... thats what motivated me to write 习字 last time, lol, no joking. I think I sound silly, but thats really true for me, wonder if its the same for other people...

Finally the end of a long week! Time to get some rest...

Today im thinking: Why does time pass so slowly and/or quickly during tests? Fast when you are having trouble finishing the paper, or realised a mistake at the last minute... Slow, when you finish the paper a lot before the end time and have nothing to do except check again and again (which almost does not happen at all nowadays), or when you look back at the test as a whole, when u realised that so much has been done in that 1 hour or so...or when you finish a week of tests and realised the week seems a lot longer than it usually seems, like today... Isnt it ironic how the two comes together?