RANT WARNING
The results have come, and I think Im happy with my results this time round, with maybe just a slight disappointment in a certain subject... Yea I should be happy...but why am I not feeling it? =( Exams are over, what is ahead of me are the fun holidays, and supposedly results that call for joy, just what gives me the right to be sad? No, not me...

Well, I just had to write this somewhere, and nowhere better to write it then here...I feel so...miserable, guilty, sad, stressful, regretful, with just a small trace of that happiness somewhere inside. Im not blaming anyone for this, cos its just my problem. I think Im tking everything too seriously, or maybe its just that I brought this upon myself... Its just that everything came popping out somehow after the exams...and now my post-EOY period does not seem like what I had imagined it to be...not the kind of nothing to do but slack thing, but now its just meetings, trainings, preparations almost every day. How do I tolerate such a difference between expectations and reality? OIP dance trainings and preparations, the Humanities Club Annual 'big thing' the Green Game+booth, RE presentation polishing up and actual thing on the Friday just before the Monday im leaving, NPC Prep, GTC prep...its like...bomb.

Its ok, dont misunderstand, my mind isnt in some state of confusion or anything, it just needs time to sort things out and I'll be ok. =) But in the meantime, I really sincerely apologise if I have given anyone any impression that im not putting in effort...please do give me a chance and trust that I will do my very best. Im sorry if I've let anyone down, but at the very least, Im not sorry to myself and Im determined to make this 'holiday' of mine so very worthwhile. =)

Just some words of encouragement...吃得苦中苦 方为人上人！